Shrouded in darkness, memories fade;
Life is but a living memory..
I am GABRIELLE. thats all you need to know.
Okay.even though hardly anyone would tag.Heck i'll put on anyway.
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Monday, April 19, 2010, 5:24 AM
ok i cant help it, i just have to post again.I am REALLY upset about this. i really do not like my class right now, and i actually survived it only because you 2 were there. No, im not thanking you. im just acknowledging you. understand? okay. good.
After afew weeks, i'll probably change my mind about everything i've said up till now though. im just saying. i really might. i love having to type this into the computer. somehow its so relaxing.
and the best thing is, stupid people cant comment when i rant. yay. first time.
cause somehow whenever i rant to people, some give me STUPID comments . and i'd feel like slapping their face. but no, i cant . you know why? cause im too nice. really, i am.
Most times i wonder who would actually be there for me.
PL inspirations. an eye opener for me. tells me who my REAL friends are. and who are not. And i understand that you dont like music/ not that interested. but seriously, you went for BAND concert. you could've just gone for inspirations, which was cheaper anyway.
Even my friend from church who im not that close with came. of course sarah came. the thing is, somehow i can depend on them. but with you, i always have doubts.
i hate it when i ask you people out and go like " hey. wanna go for lunch tmr?" and then all you ask is, "WHO IS GOING". somehow i always think that line is pathetic. i might sound like a hypocrite, but i have my reasons. i really do. example, even if i was the only one able to go, i would. you know why? that just shows how much i appreciate that person/ treasure that person.
But no, you, your different. you think your the best, you think your so damn smart seriously? what is wrong with you. your love for audi, i hope it will take over. go on, be lonely again and not care about the rest of the world. somehow, i think you deserve it. you deserve to be lonely and sad. cause everytime you come complaining to me, i listen, but you do the exact same thing your complaining about to me.that is just unfair.
and from today on, i promise you, i do not regard you as a friend anymore.
ok, now i feel better.