Shrouded in darkness, memories fade;
Life is but a living memory..
I am GABRIELLE. thats all you need to know.
Okay.even though hardly anyone would tag.Heck i'll put on anyway.
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Monday, April 19, 2010, 4:43 AM
argh. im so annoyed right now.and scared.
what am i going to do if the 2 people i count on most in class ignores me.
yes, im scared of being alone. i always have been, always will be.
maybe because i hardly ever am alone. sometimes maybe. but usually, no.
and i am scared. very very scared. i would like to tell myself to stop it and just not think so much, but i cant, cause, i really am scared. i hate being alone. i hate being hated. i dont ever want to lose any of my friends unless i really have to. and yet. i dont want to be stuck in a fake friendship where hanging out is just for show.BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO BE ALONE. i hate being alone. its so saddening. i had such a wonderful day together. mostly anyway.
you people treat me like strangers. but whatever you do,i guess i will just try to accept it, even if i dont like it.
why is life like this, nono, why is MY life like this.
i know that there are other people who probably have it worse than me.
but still.
i cant take this anymore.
the feeling of being alone sucks.
i dont want to be confused anymore. and i dont want to rely on anyone.
i think i should turn to God.
i shall try to seem happy tomorrow.